nope not dead yet

SO I did not get the apartment
I needed a cosigner because I have literally no credit and nobody I'm related to can/will cosign for me
Good news though I've been acting on plans to move to Denver with
That's all really I want to type on that because the rest is obviously more shitty Drama bullshit and I've kinda had enough of that from real life I ain't needin that online either (even if it's just me rantin-ravin bout it)
Still though because of me moving to denver now instead of staying in this shithole thing people call a town almost all of my things are packed away including my game systems and tablet and soon my printer
Basically meaning no uploads till I get to denver
Where I'll actually be able to concentrate
and I won't have to work 40+ hours a week just to have all my money taken from me
and therefore will probably also have more time to spend on stuff I want to upload
and just think I'll be hella organized and probably even start back up with Java and C++ coding and u know what that means
videogames
I've got so much stuff I want to do though uggh I want to move to denver now but I gotta wait till like early/mid august before I can make the trip
so in effect with that I'll bascally be closing down the single unresponded-to commision option I put up some months back for now
I'll open up slots n smaller commission types when I actually get my stuff set up in Colorodo (and some project outlines n stuff so yall can see what I'm doing when not surviving and sleeping)
ALSO I've been heavily considering starting up doing some musical shit along with all the other stuff I can currently do somewhat okay/good like not specifically video game track kind of stuff I mean shit you'd listen to while reading or on the bus or s/t kinda musical shit
Still not decided tho
Like I don't even care if people think it'll be too much with what all I already wanna do/am planning to do/am doing I'm gonna do it and nobody can stop this speeding train of creation through destruction u_u
welp again not much else to report r/n so I'll post another journal sometime later???
or when I remember whatever I forgot jfc I can't wait till I don't have this constant stress around me